Entry 1: Let's Get Ready to RUMBBBLLLEEEE!

Dear Reader,

Welcome to The Sad Diary of a Struggling Adult! I, a struggling adult, will be blogging about my day to day struggles. I am trying to find my place in the world. This blog is going to me venting/ranting. I will always keep it 100% real and honest. It'll be kept as clean as possible.

With that being said, I don't think I am going mention real people in my life. I will change all names. It'll make everything easier for me to write, but if you are in my personal life, you'll probably be able to tell who is who.

I don't know if I will post daily, but I will try to post at least once a week. I also run another blog which I am trying to post daily on. I'll figure it out.

Some things to know about me are:

• Brendon Urie and Dallon Weekes are two of my biggest heroes and inspirations. They are also my favorite people.
• Palaye Royale, iDKHow and Panic! at the Disco are my favorite bands.
• Music is the most important thing to me.
• I am a huge nerd. I have a lot of useless knowledge in my head.
• I deal with depression and anxiety.
• What started as me joking about having abandonment issues, turned into an actual professional telling me that I do indeed have abandonment issues.
• I have never dated anyone. And I do not really plan on dating anyone anytime soon.
• I am queer. If you need a label, I would fit under pansexual, but I hate labels so there's that.
• I am very anti-social. VERY. Don't underestimate it. The only person I really talk to besides family is my best friend.
• I had a very bad middle school and high school experience. And now I'm a college drop out.
• I like to write, though I haven't been able to write anything solid in two months.
• I run another blog where I talk about random things I enjoy. Music, films, TV shows, YouTube, etc.

I've covered the most important things. I don't think I missed anything. I hope not.

As I am writing this, I am listening to The Brobecks' album Violent Things. Let me be real and admit, I had to Google if I had to underline or italicize that album title. I figure since I'm such a music nerd, I'm going to start every blog post with what I'm listening to at that moment.

So this is my intro post. I hope this blog turns out okay. I hope I keep up with it. And I hope you enjoy reading about my struggles.

Sincerely, Me